haaaa........ chu!

haaa... chu!
badtrip tlaga pag may sipon no?..

malapot, malabnaw, mala-uhog..
kahit ano pang klaseng sipon yan, kabadtrip tlaga.

pero ang mas nakaka badtrip...

lahat naman siguro tayo eh nakaranas nang humaa-------------- ching!
na bitin, diba?

meron akong tip sainyo...

isang araw, habang nag mee2ting ang mga teams para sa Intrams namin sa school,
katabi ko ang isang kaibigan...
ang pangngala niya ay mary:D.

nang mga panahong yun ay meron akong badtrip na sipon,
haching!
haching!!
haching!!!

wala akong tigil sa pag haaaa--ching!

until......

haaaaaa-----------

haaaaaa-----------

haaaaaa-----------

ayayay! ang aking haching, bitin?
nakakinis!
nakakyamot!
masakit sa ilong. >o< tinignan ako ng aking kaibigan.. sabay sabing... "alam mo, may tip ako sayo.. next time kaxe na humaching ka tas nabitin.. wag mo pigilan yung paghinga mo... huminga ka lalo... kaxe nga pinipigil mong huminga diba, kaya hindi natutuloy." ako'y natawa sa sinabi ng aking kaibigan... sabi ko mukha xang tanga:D. ayon sakanya, yun ay nadiskubre lamang nya sakanyang sarili.... gayunpaman.. sinubukan ko nmn... haaaa--------- [hinga hinga hinga] ching!!!! aba! mukhang effective:D... mula nuon, ginagawa ko na yun lage, at ang effectivenes nya ay masasabi kong... mga 90%. kayo? bakit di nyo subukan? Cx haaaching!



------------==========Cx=========----------------------

surprise.....

It was the 17th of December, 1 day before the christmas party..
we had a fight, a serious fight...

I was pissed off because of something that he said...
I cried, my emotions burst out in front of him...
he caressed me but I was to annoyed to even looked at him.

I didn't talk to him for the rest of the day...

as I went home,
I was used to receiving a message from him,
but there was none...

I waited,
5 o'clock
6 o'clock

7.. 8.. 9..

there's still no sign of him..

I was too upset to even take a sleep at 10,
I can't focus on anything...

I have decided to open to computer and surfed the net..
for a while, I was distracted...

then, I noticed my phone,
there was a text message,

I am a 100% sure that it is him because he is the only one on my contact list and the only one who knows my number,
and vice versa.

his message was.....
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

I had a good sleep.

12.18.2k7
The day of our christmas party came...
It's also a special day for us...

I went at school first, as usual.
he came, maybe 7:30.

As I saw him..
he's carrying something,
something big, something bulky... :D

He gave me that thing and said pleasingly...
"SORRY" T.T

and mind to know what's inside that something?..
here it is...

pretty big huh? absolutely...
yes, I was so happy..
not because of the gift actually...
but because of all the efforts....

He was able to prove me something because of that...
I was irrevocably happy.

:D

-+MS.SKYPii+-

12.18.2k9

The Christmas party went well,
specially the gifts actually. lol..
I'll be posting the pictures tomorrow because I wasn't able to upload it yet today because the connector is missing. Cx

I would like to give special mentions to the following who exerted an effort to give me somehting:
first on the list...

KENSHi- of course, the very special and super huge gift that I've received. Let's name her Cyan Rycel. Cx
I really do appreciate it so much... the effort, from the moment that you've decided that you're going to hoard money for it, then going to SM north edsa to buy it, then wrapping it with a huge paper bag, then carried it for hours at flag ceremony. I felt so special. My 3rd stuff toy from him. I was able to realize something because of that. you do not know happy em I because of Cyan. you're the best! mwah:*

JOAN-my best friend, thanks for the sling bag, I love it, specially the story behind it.

ELYN- for the wallet, thnaks so much, I was really surprised.

IYEN- for the pink sling bag, thanks for giving my wish.

ATE DANICX!- for the Pooh bag!oh my. love it!tnx!

AIKA- for the yellow cow stuff toy [is that a cow?]so much thanks, you're so generous, thanks many times!

KAT-my beloved daughter, for the pink shirt. tnx!

MAJOE-for the ponytail. tnx!

BETCH- for the chain. tnx!

ANIEL- for the card?tnx!

ATE ANJE- for the comb!tnx!

ANGELA- for the wand?? tnx!

ATE JANE- for the fan. tnx!

ATE THEA-very religious!for the figurine of st. raphael. tnx!

and lastly.... ATE SARIE and ATE DYAN- for the priceless pin. yes... I am proud to be a SALETTINIAN!tnx!so much!.....


If there's somebody else that I have failed to mention, forgive me because I've thrown the wrappers already that's why I can't guess who gave this or that...


Thanks everyone!!!
mwa!mwa!mwa!!!!!!!

-+MS.SKYPii+-



Cx

together II...

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now let's continue....

after the big issue na nangyare saamin,
i still consider myself lucky kaxe nagbalik yung dating samahan namin....
na parang walang nangyaring hindi maganda..
mabilis niya akong napatawad.

so, there it goes...
so far so good...
we're still together...

months, months and months.

but I remember one time,
my cellphone malfunctioned + we don't have the internet connection = NO COMMNICATION.
so the only way to communicate was through school,

every school days and school hours lang kami nagkikita at nagkakausap,
I admit, napabayaan ko siya that time...

so the result?
[sigh.......]

another girl?
a friend?
for comfort?

I don't know what it's call
but what I am sure about is that,
he made a mistake...
a huge huge huge mistake...

he had taken the girl for granted because my presence is out of site for weeks?
oh my....

yeah, I know that they're friends,
really, at first..
to get to chit-chat once in a while,
to play jokes with each other,
you know... simpleng asaran na hindi ko namalayan..
dahil din sa sarili kong kapabayaan....
lumaki na pala....

Honestly, Idon't mind what they're doing,
I wasn't really jealous,
I am a 100% sure of that,
but he approached me...

approached me as if telling me..
"hey gf?would you mind to care what em I doing?I'm flirting with a girl, can you please get jealous?"

true, I mean, super true..
hindi ko talaga pinapakielaman o pinapansin yung nangyayare,
I don't know but, I just don't care,
for me it's nothing,
for me I'm still the one so.. why get jealous?

but as he explained to me,I understood his point,
He wanted me to notice him,
he wanted me to even care that he exist.

When i've discovered the things they've done that I'm not aware of,
that's the time I statrted to become hysterical.

It's like he opened my mind into the world of jealousy.

I got mad with the girl,
because for me she also has her fault...

she shoudln't even bother to try to flirt with guys that are taken.
maybe friends for sure is ok,
but she should have cleared her intentions,
she should have watched her actions.

same with the guy, I mean my guy..
he should have known his limits,
but I already understood his part so I don't like to elaborate it anymore.

After that incident,
i've declared to him new rules,
not really rules but...
I am really possessive of him so I cleared to him his limitations.

luckily, he's cool with it,
he wants to prove to me that he's done with the girl,
and they're just friends,
he only wanted attention when I wasn't around.

but I'jm still bitter. Cx


-----> TO BE CONTINUED...

+MS.SKYPii+

together....

Well, well, wishing well...
I just wanna share something...

Have you ever felt a strong feeling na super hindi mo maipaliwanag?....
yung tipong.... bigla ka na lang matutulala sa hangin at mapapansin ng iba na nag nining-ning ang iyong mga mata? [yaks!]..
no i mean seriously...

Naramdaman ko yun 2 years and 6 months ago....
unang kita ko pa lang sakanya...
alam ko na.... [yipeee!]

Alam ko naman nung una pa lang na hanggang pangarap na lang talaga ako sakanya,
pero sadyang mapaglaro ang tadhana... naks!
nagkakilala kame,
naging magkaibigan...
at yun na nga, and the rest was history nga daw...

mga unang buwan ng pagsasama...
I'm so happy with what he's showing me...
he's really making me feel so special..
tama ba namang maghintay ng ialng oras para makasama lang ako ng ilang minuto?

nasundan pa ng ilang mag buwan..
hindi na siya takaw gulo...
lahat ng gusto ko nasusunod...

dumating ang pang pito..
at mukang nagkalabuan...

nasaktan ko siya...
nagkakagusto na ko sa iba...
nagdisisyon akong iwanan siya...

nagmaka-awa siya, pero sadyang wala ata talaga akong awa... T.T

lumipas ang isang buwan ng wala na kami...
pero bakit ganun?
hindi pa rin siya sumusuko....

nakita lang niya nasuot ko ang bracelet na bigay niya..
nabigyan na siya ng pag-asa...
pag-ibig nga nmn....

Dumating ang isang araw...
nalaman ko...
sa isang kaibigan,
may napupusuan na siyang iba... T.T

nagunaw ang aking mundo ko,
takang-taka ako...
akala ko ba ay ayoko na sakanya?
pero bakit ganun?...

hindi ako nakakain,
hindi ako nakakausap ng matino,
ako'y tulala buong araw,
parang nakashabu....

nakashabu o sadyang nauntog lang ako?
mahal ko pa siya...
yun ang katotohanan.

HIndi na ako nag-aksaya ng panahon...
ako a ang nakipag-usap sakanya..
hindi ako nabigo...
hindi pa huli ang lahat...

handang handa pa siya na magsimula kami ule...
at ang bago niyang pinopormahan..
palabas lang pala..

At yun na nga...
Tinuloy na namin ang naudlot na pagsasama.....




---->> TO BE CONTINUED......

-+MS.SKYPii+-

realizations....

It's been quiet a while since I've posted in my blog,
well, marami ng bagay na nangyare sa buhay ko...
masaya, nakakaiyak, masakit sa puso, ano pa?

ahhhmm, in terms of family matters,
I am happy to say na masaya ako sa blessing na natatanggap ng pamilya ko sa ngayon,
ever since naman, i consider myself as "lucky" sa pamilya,
wish ko lang na sana magtuloy-tuloy na yung ganito....

Sa school, ahhmm, well...
maraming bagay na mahirap intindihin..
kinse pa lang ako pero mapupuno na ata ako ng wrinkles sa mukha,

as a student, diba dapat ang focus mo eh pag-aaral at socialization,
pero bakit ganun?
ngayong ko lang naramdaman yung feeling ng ganito,

sa 9 na taon na nag-aral ako sa aking mahal ba paaralan,
marami na akong nakasalamuhang iba't-ibang uri ng tao,
may mga naka-away, meron din namang nakasundo,
ganun nmn talaga diba?
kasi hindi lahat ng tao ay kaperas mo ng trip sa buhay..
maswerte ka na kung makahanap ka ng 3 na alam mo at masasabing mong naging totoong tao talaga sayo..

Alam ko marami talaga akong ugali na hindi ka-gusto gusto,
lahat naman ng tao ganun..
siguro nga hindi ko pa talaga narerealize ngayon kung ano yung mga bagay na dapat kong baguhin dahil kung hindi ko yun babaguhin, wala akong patutunguhan..

naisip ko lang..
kinse pa nga loang ako diba?
marami pa akong kailangan malaman dito sa mundo..
kasalanan ko bang 1994 ako pinanganak?

natural, kung may mga attitudes man ako na tlagang hindi maganda,
can you please consider the fact na 15 pa nga lang ako?

kung pagawin mo kaya ako ng case study na tungkol sa "Business Ethics",
magawa ko kaya?
magawa ko kaya na yung tipong masusubmit mo sa isang professor ng isang prestigious school?
what would you expect from me?...

yeah, siguro nga hindi tama yung mga ideas ko..
pero, i just want to show kung sino talaga ako..
ayokong magpretend na GANITO KO SA MATA MO PARA MAGUSTUHAN MO KO.
i don't need to do that,
nagbabayad ako ng tuition fee para mag-aral, period.

I don't reallty need to do that dahi unang una sa lahat..
ayokong magsisi sa mga bagay na hindi ko ginawa pero dpat ay ginawa ko.
1 beses lang tayo pwedeng mabuhay...

If I am to PROUD of myself SA MATA MO,
if you guys think na MAY ATTITUDE ako,
if you think na nag-mamagaling lang ako..
then so be it..
atleast, 15 pa lang ako....

marami pa akong panahon para magbago at MATUTO.
at alam ko na MARAMI PA AKONG KAKAINING BIGAS.

I don't need to prove myself,
i am only 15,
i am still a STUDENT,
and i am just being me.

-+MS.SKYPii+-

eeeww!!!!!

Anong kalseng araw ba naman to?
umagang-umagapa lang eh dumirecho na agad kame sa covered court ng san jose...
pano ba nmn...
laban na namin...

oo, yung volleyball na araw2 namin pinaghihirapan...
ang daming mandirigma....
haha...
at nakaktakot sila...

Well, mejo maaga kaming nagpunta dun para sa opening ceremony....
4th game pa kame..
matagal tagal pa na paghihintay...

Because of boredom..
naisipan kong yayain si ponyang na lumabas para bumili ng load...

dahil boba angtindera... hindi nai-loadang load nya,
bumalik pa kami dun para bawiin ang 60 pesos ng babaita...
nakakhiya pa nmn rumampa dahil ang outfit namin ay b onggang bongga na short shorts...

pagbalik namin sa tindahan..
aba si ate madaming customer
naghintay pa kami ng mga ilang minuto bago makuha ang pera,
at habang kinakausap ni ponyang ang tindera...

napansin namin ang isang lalaki na naka-amerikana, naka-shades at gumigewang-gewang habang naglalakad...
halatang lasing...

dahil nga sa boba ang tindera...
wala daw xang barya at hindi pa nya mabigay ang 60 ni pony ang...
hintay n nmn....

maya2... palapit na ng palapit yung lalake na mejo hawig ni rock and roll [pepe smith]
at ang loko...
lumapit sakin....
binulungan ako....
sabi nya... "hhhmmm ang bango... amoy sabon...."

SABAY KISS!

hindi kayo nagkakamali ng binasa...
hinalikan ako nung lalakeng may sapak.....
eeeeeewwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sobrang kadiri...

at ang mga tambay sa tindahan naki-usisa...
nagulat daw sila sa ginawa nung lalaki...
akala daw nila kilala ko yung humalik....


KAPAL!asa pa!
siniswerte ata xa!
KADIRiiiiiiii!

hinalikan ako ng mukhang bangkay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at dahil dun... mga 10 hours akong na-trauma.

o.O

-=YANNiE=-

try to understand...... T.T

I feel so exhausted....
alam ko madami akong commitments....
kasalanan ko din nmn diba? dapat alam ko yung priority ko,
sinimulan ko, dapat ko ding tapusin...

pero hindi pala lahat ng bagay aypwede mong makuha..
may mga bagay na dapat mong i-sacrifice para sa kapakanan ng iba.

Yes, it's my fault, I allowed myself to be the busy girl that commits herself to everything,
but what can I do? those are the things that I love, those are the things that I've been waiting for to come,
and now that the opportunity is there, I grabbed everything, with my whole heart.

Did I set my mind to much on the quote saying : "opportunity knocks only once"?
because when all the opportunity was right in front of me, I didn't hesitate on grabbing it.
what if, it's my first and last chance on those opportunities?
for me it's better to lose knowing that you really tried your best,
rather than regret for the things that you didn't do that you wish you could have done.

The saddest part is, some won't give any consideration and they won't even dare to listen and understand,
hindi ba nila nakikita yungpaghihirap?\
indi lang naman sila yung nahihirapan,
hindi lang din sila ang kailangan matulog, kumain at magpahinga,
tao pa din naman ako... napapagod din..... sana maintindihan niya yun....

I swear to God I did everything na magagawa ko,
kulang pa ba? sasaya lang ba siya kung makita niya ko na duguan at basag ang bungo?

first time ko lang naramdaman yung ganitong depression...
I was really hurt....
But what can I do?
estudyante lang naman ako.....
estudyante na wala ng ginawang TAMA sa mata ng ibang tao.


I don't know what will be my next move....
I'm only sure of one thing.....
I hate this feeling.....
I want to fight...........

-=YAN2=-

life is what you make it:D.

Nagsimula ang umaga ko na may mukhang 'di maipinta,
pano ba naman,
heto na naman ang taong "haixt" sa buhay ko, nagdradrama.
Iba na kaxe talaga yung may matagal ng pinagsamahan....

Mula first hanggang 3rd subject eh wala na ata akong ibang ginawa kundi tumunganga,
nakakabangag pala ang ganun, haay kung alm nyo lang:D.

Sa mga ganung times na kelangan mo ng kaibigang masasandalan eh parang yun pa yung time na wala silang pakielam,
yun pa ang isang kina-eemo ko, [hehe]

Buti na lang meron akong betchaii at dudii na seatmate..
sa mga panahon ng pagluluksa ko eh si duds tlaga dumamay saken, yun tlaga gusto ko sakanya, nagkakainitindihan kame oagdatingsa mga ganun bagay.

Isa na rin sigurong dahilan kung ba't mismo ako eh hindi na dumulog sa mga kaibigan ko kaxe unang una talaga, ayoko silang istorbohin, sa nakikita ko kaxe, maxado silang masaya sa mga bagay ni ginagawa nila, kung umextra ako, masisira ko lng mood nila.
At isa pa, auko yung feeling ng binabalewala at na seset-aside, parang ganun yung nararamdaman ko 'pag nakikita ko sila kaya sinasabi ko na lang sa sarili ko "better shut up yan".

Anong say nio sa babae na habang nagsosolve sa Math eh humahagulgol? XD, ako lang yan..
Good thing at hindi "ata" napansin ni papa jack. XD
Tama na na napansin ni ms. 3f, eto pa linya nya:
ms. 3f: "hey yan, are you ok?"
ako: "hindi po"
ms 3f: [hinawakan ako sa leeg para tignan kung maiinit ako]
"mainit ka kaya"
ako: hindi po, wala po akong sakit.
ms. 3f: "are you sure"
ako: "opo"
ms. 3f: "I'm sure there's something wrong, you're not like that"
ako: [sabay labas ng room para mag c.r.]


At yun na, umikot ang buong umaga ko sa ganung aura... malungkot... malungkot... malungkot.... :[

Pero wala nga atang gusot na hindi naaayos,
kaya nung dumating yung pagkakataon na maayos ko yung gusot na kung ano man yun, eh ginawa ko na lahat ng makakaya ko. XD [ang drama]

Sabi nga sa quote eh... "If you like what you're doing, you'll never get bored." same with.... "If you love that someone, you'll never get tired."

Kaya gora lang, sige lang ng sige, hanggang kaya pa, magbubunga din nmn lahat ng pinaghirapan ko eh... :D
Kaya ayun, hindi nasayang lahat ng effort ko, maayos na ang lahat...
makakatulog na ko ng mahimbing na mahimbing. Thank you nga pala kay God, sobrang 'di nya ko pinabayaan eh:D....

at super special thanks din kay chenggiiii... 'lam na nya kung bakit:D

-=YANNiE=- c:

now blogging.....

Is my term right? Anyway, I just discovered myself having fun in this world called "blogging". Actually, it's more of influence by my friends that really pushed me into this. I really don't know what to do yet so don't expect anything XD. To start this one, I had my first ever post which is certainly about the girl I super hate for my entire life, not really but she's making our lives difficult, just merely her existing gives me so much pain and discomfort everyday. So much for that, I just wanted to share to everyone my ever favorite quote: "Never explain yourself to anyone, because the person who loves you won't need it, and the person who hates you won't believe it". That's it, I'll try my very best to post as often as possible:D.

-=YANNiE=-

uneducated wildbeast:P

I am really wondering, why do such people like her exist... sa palagay ko, dapat mga taong ganun eh bliniblender chaka pinapakuluan chaka tinatapon sa kanal. haixt. Pagkatapos nyang sabihin na ayus na ang lahat eh chaka sya mageechusa na para bang ang ganda2 nya, eh muka namang side mirror. XD

Alam kong di rin akokagandahan pero alam kong matino ang aking pag iisip para hindi gumawa ng mga bagay na nakakasira saaking puri tulad ng ginagawa nya. 'wag na lng patulan, lage kong iniisip, di nmn ako magkakaroon ng Ford Escape kung patulan ko ang uneducated wildbeast na malake ang noo na yun [hindi si duds ah. peace]. Hindi nmn xa pinili eh, at kahit kelan di xa pipiliin. mangarap na lang xa ng dilat:P.