haaaa........ chu!

haaa... chu!
badtrip tlaga pag may sipon no?..

malapot, malabnaw, mala-uhog..
kahit ano pang klaseng sipon yan, kabadtrip tlaga.

pero ang mas nakaka badtrip...

lahat naman siguro tayo eh nakaranas nang humaa-------------- ching!
na bitin, diba?

meron akong tip sainyo...

isang araw, habang nag mee2ting ang mga teams para sa Intrams namin sa school,
katabi ko ang isang kaibigan...
ang pangngala niya ay mary:D.

nang mga panahong yun ay meron akong badtrip na sipon,
haching!
haching!!
haching!!!

wala akong tigil sa pag haaaa--ching!

until......

haaaaaa-----------

haaaaaa-----------

haaaaaa-----------

ayayay! ang aking haching, bitin?
nakakinis!
nakakyamot!
masakit sa ilong. >o< tinignan ako ng aking kaibigan.. sabay sabing... "alam mo, may tip ako sayo.. next time kaxe na humaching ka tas nabitin.. wag mo pigilan yung paghinga mo... huminga ka lalo... kaxe nga pinipigil mong huminga diba, kaya hindi natutuloy." ako'y natawa sa sinabi ng aking kaibigan... sabi ko mukha xang tanga:D. ayon sakanya, yun ay nadiskubre lamang nya sakanyang sarili.... gayunpaman.. sinubukan ko nmn... haaaa--------- [hinga hinga hinga] ching!!!! aba! mukhang effective:D... mula nuon, ginagawa ko na yun lage, at ang effectivenes nya ay masasabi kong... mga 90%. kayo? bakit di nyo subukan? Cx haaaching!



------------==========Cx=========----------------------

surprise.....

It was the 17th of December, 1 day before the christmas party..
we had a fight, a serious fight...

I was pissed off because of something that he said...
I cried, my emotions burst out in front of him...
he caressed me but I was to annoyed to even looked at him.

I didn't talk to him for the rest of the day...

as I went home,
I was used to receiving a message from him,
but there was none...

I waited,
5 o'clock
6 o'clock

7.. 8.. 9..

there's still no sign of him..

I was too upset to even take a sleep at 10,
I can't focus on anything...

I have decided to open to computer and surfed the net..
for a while, I was distracted...

then, I noticed my phone,
there was a text message,

I am a 100% sure that it is him because he is the only one on my contact list and the only one who knows my number,
and vice versa.

his message was.....
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

I had a good sleep.

12.18.2k7
The day of our christmas party came...
It's also a special day for us...

I went at school first, as usual.
he came, maybe 7:30.

As I saw him..
he's carrying something,
something big, something bulky... :D

He gave me that thing and said pleasingly...
"SORRY" T.T

and mind to know what's inside that something?..
here it is...

pretty big huh? absolutely...
yes, I was so happy..
not because of the gift actually...
but because of all the efforts....

He was able to prove me something because of that...
I was irrevocably happy.

:D

-+MS.SKYPii+-

12.18.2k9

The Christmas party went well,
specially the gifts actually. lol..
I'll be posting the pictures tomorrow because I wasn't able to upload it yet today because the connector is missing. Cx

I would like to give special mentions to the following who exerted an effort to give me somehting:
first on the list...

KENSHi- of course, the very special and super huge gift that I've received. Let's name her Cyan Rycel. Cx
I really do appreciate it so much... the effort, from the moment that you've decided that you're going to hoard money for it, then going to SM north edsa to buy it, then wrapping it with a huge paper bag, then carried it for hours at flag ceremony. I felt so special. My 3rd stuff toy from him. I was able to realize something because of that. you do not know happy em I because of Cyan. you're the best! mwah:*

JOAN-my best friend, thanks for the sling bag, I love it, specially the story behind it.

ELYN- for the wallet, thnaks so much, I was really surprised.

IYEN- for the pink sling bag, thanks for giving my wish.

ATE DANICX!- for the Pooh bag!oh my. love it!tnx!

AIKA- for the yellow cow stuff toy [is that a cow?]so much thanks, you're so generous, thanks many times!

KAT-my beloved daughter, for the pink shirt. tnx!

MAJOE-for the ponytail. tnx!

BETCH- for the chain. tnx!

ANIEL- for the card?tnx!

ATE ANJE- for the comb!tnx!

ANGELA- for the wand?? tnx!

ATE JANE- for the fan. tnx!

ATE THEA-very religious!for the figurine of st. raphael. tnx!

and lastly.... ATE SARIE and ATE DYAN- for the priceless pin. yes... I am proud to be a SALETTINIAN!tnx!so much!.....


If there's somebody else that I have failed to mention, forgive me because I've thrown the wrappers already that's why I can't guess who gave this or that...


Thanks everyone!!!
mwa!mwa!mwa!!!!!!!

-+MS.SKYPii+-



Cx

together II...

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now let's continue....

after the big issue na nangyare saamin,
i still consider myself lucky kaxe nagbalik yung dating samahan namin....
na parang walang nangyaring hindi maganda..
mabilis niya akong napatawad.

so, there it goes...
so far so good...
we're still together...

months, months and months.

but I remember one time,
my cellphone malfunctioned + we don't have the internet connection = NO COMMNICATION.
so the only way to communicate was through school,

every school days and school hours lang kami nagkikita at nagkakausap,
I admit, napabayaan ko siya that time...

so the result?
[sigh.......]

another girl?
a friend?
for comfort?

I don't know what it's call
but what I am sure about is that,
he made a mistake...
a huge huge huge mistake...

he had taken the girl for granted because my presence is out of site for weeks?
oh my....

yeah, I know that they're friends,
really, at first..
to get to chit-chat once in a while,
to play jokes with each other,
you know... simpleng asaran na hindi ko namalayan..
dahil din sa sarili kong kapabayaan....
lumaki na pala....

Honestly, Idon't mind what they're doing,
I wasn't really jealous,
I am a 100% sure of that,
but he approached me...

approached me as if telling me..
"hey gf?would you mind to care what em I doing?I'm flirting with a girl, can you please get jealous?"

true, I mean, super true..
hindi ko talaga pinapakielaman o pinapansin yung nangyayare,
I don't know but, I just don't care,
for me it's nothing,
for me I'm still the one so.. why get jealous?

but as he explained to me,I understood his point,
He wanted me to notice him,
he wanted me to even care that he exist.

When i've discovered the things they've done that I'm not aware of,
that's the time I statrted to become hysterical.

It's like he opened my mind into the world of jealousy.

I got mad with the girl,
because for me she also has her fault...

she shoudln't even bother to try to flirt with guys that are taken.
maybe friends for sure is ok,
but she should have cleared her intentions,
she should have watched her actions.

same with the guy, I mean my guy..
he should have known his limits,
but I already understood his part so I don't like to elaborate it anymore.

After that incident,
i've declared to him new rules,
not really rules but...
I am really possessive of him so I cleared to him his limitations.

luckily, he's cool with it,
he wants to prove to me that he's done with the girl,
and they're just friends,
he only wanted attention when I wasn't around.

but I'jm still bitter. Cx


-----> TO BE CONTINUED...

+MS.SKYPii+

together....

Well, well, wishing well...
I just wanna share something...

Have you ever felt a strong feeling na super hindi mo maipaliwanag?....
yung tipong.... bigla ka na lang matutulala sa hangin at mapapansin ng iba na nag nining-ning ang iyong mga mata? [yaks!]..
no i mean seriously...

Naramdaman ko yun 2 years and 6 months ago....
unang kita ko pa lang sakanya...
alam ko na.... [yipeee!]

Alam ko naman nung una pa lang na hanggang pangarap na lang talaga ako sakanya,
pero sadyang mapaglaro ang tadhana... naks!
nagkakilala kame,
naging magkaibigan...
at yun na nga, and the rest was history nga daw...

mga unang buwan ng pagsasama...
I'm so happy with what he's showing me...
he's really making me feel so special..
tama ba namang maghintay ng ialng oras para makasama lang ako ng ilang minuto?

nasundan pa ng ilang mag buwan..
hindi na siya takaw gulo...
lahat ng gusto ko nasusunod...

dumating ang pang pito..
at mukang nagkalabuan...

nasaktan ko siya...
nagkakagusto na ko sa iba...
nagdisisyon akong iwanan siya...

nagmaka-awa siya, pero sadyang wala ata talaga akong awa... T.T

lumipas ang isang buwan ng wala na kami...
pero bakit ganun?
hindi pa rin siya sumusuko....

nakita lang niya nasuot ko ang bracelet na bigay niya..
nabigyan na siya ng pag-asa...
pag-ibig nga nmn....

Dumating ang isang araw...
nalaman ko...
sa isang kaibigan,
may napupusuan na siyang iba... T.T

nagunaw ang aking mundo ko,
takang-taka ako...
akala ko ba ay ayoko na sakanya?
pero bakit ganun?...

hindi ako nakakain,
hindi ako nakakausap ng matino,
ako'y tulala buong araw,
parang nakashabu....

nakashabu o sadyang nauntog lang ako?
mahal ko pa siya...
yun ang katotohanan.

HIndi na ako nag-aksaya ng panahon...
ako a ang nakipag-usap sakanya..
hindi ako nabigo...
hindi pa huli ang lahat...

handang handa pa siya na magsimula kami ule...
at ang bago niyang pinopormahan..
palabas lang pala..

At yun na nga...
Tinuloy na namin ang naudlot na pagsasama.....




---->> TO BE CONTINUED......

-+MS.SKYPii+-

realizations....

It's been quiet a while since I've posted in my blog,
well, marami ng bagay na nangyare sa buhay ko...
masaya, nakakaiyak, masakit sa puso, ano pa?

ahhhmm, in terms of family matters,
I am happy to say na masaya ako sa blessing na natatanggap ng pamilya ko sa ngayon,
ever since naman, i consider myself as "lucky" sa pamilya,
wish ko lang na sana magtuloy-tuloy na yung ganito....

Sa school, ahhmm, well...
maraming bagay na mahirap intindihin..
kinse pa lang ako pero mapupuno na ata ako ng wrinkles sa mukha,

as a student, diba dapat ang focus mo eh pag-aaral at socialization,
pero bakit ganun?
ngayong ko lang naramdaman yung feeling ng ganito,

sa 9 na taon na nag-aral ako sa aking mahal ba paaralan,
marami na akong nakasalamuhang iba't-ibang uri ng tao,
may mga naka-away, meron din namang nakasundo,
ganun nmn talaga diba?
kasi hindi lahat ng tao ay kaperas mo ng trip sa buhay..
maswerte ka na kung makahanap ka ng 3 na alam mo at masasabing mong naging totoong tao talaga sayo..

Alam ko marami talaga akong ugali na hindi ka-gusto gusto,
lahat naman ng tao ganun..
siguro nga hindi ko pa talaga narerealize ngayon kung ano yung mga bagay na dapat kong baguhin dahil kung hindi ko yun babaguhin, wala akong patutunguhan..

naisip ko lang..
kinse pa nga loang ako diba?
marami pa akong kailangan malaman dito sa mundo..
kasalanan ko bang 1994 ako pinanganak?

natural, kung may mga attitudes man ako na tlagang hindi maganda,
can you please consider the fact na 15 pa nga lang ako?

kung pagawin mo kaya ako ng case study na tungkol sa "Business Ethics",
magawa ko kaya?
magawa ko kaya na yung tipong masusubmit mo sa isang professor ng isang prestigious school?
what would you expect from me?...

yeah, siguro nga hindi tama yung mga ideas ko..
pero, i just want to show kung sino talaga ako..
ayokong magpretend na GANITO KO SA MATA MO PARA MAGUSTUHAN MO KO.
i don't need to do that,
nagbabayad ako ng tuition fee para mag-aral, period.

I don't reallty need to do that dahi unang una sa lahat..
ayokong magsisi sa mga bagay na hindi ko ginawa pero dpat ay ginawa ko.
1 beses lang tayo pwedeng mabuhay...

If I am to PROUD of myself SA MATA MO,
if you guys think na MAY ATTITUDE ako,
if you think na nag-mamagaling lang ako..
then so be it..
atleast, 15 pa lang ako....

marami pa akong panahon para magbago at MATUTO.
at alam ko na MARAMI PA AKONG KAKAINING BIGAS.

I don't need to prove myself,
i am only 15,
i am still a STUDENT,
and i am just being me.

-+MS.SKYPii+-